Thursday, November 02, 2006
Life.........
So Im deciding on whether or not to shut down the blog, I always seem to be to busy to write on it then I save the drafts and end up deleting them because Im out of that moment, so Im gonna ponder the thought for awhile. I noticed on my stat counter that I get alot of hits of people that sit on my blog for like hours and read 10 to 20 pages. yet I dont know who they are, so that has kinda got me spooked me being the weird person I am thinks STALKER! But more and likely not I dont know Im just weird right now I guess I freaked out the other night to Heather because I noticed that all the pics of Dalton on flickr are being looked at more than any other ones, yea that really scared the mess out of me. But Im not sure bout what to do yet I gotta think on it.On a different note...........
I called Chris at work the other night and told him I need to see a pyschiatrist again, not again as in Ive seen one before but again as in Ive made this note to him before and he thinks Im funny. I dont really think I need a Dr to tell me that Im overworked and stressed out, I know that part Im just not sure how to fix it. My life is like a roller coaster that I cant slow down, Im having dreams again which I usually do when Im stressed realllly bad because the dreams are frightning and they always scare the mess out of me. I was feeling pretty crappy at work today and was just at my end, but this afternoon when I was leaving work my boss was walking behind me and I went to get into my car and he said Goodnight, and then he stopped and came back and said Thank-you, I was kind of taken back, and said for what? and he said for all that you do, you really mean alot around here I couldnt do the stuff that you have to do, and that really made me feel proud I guess when we think that no body notices anything they really do and sometimes you have to just wait.....
My kids came home today and I did our usual routine of checking their folders, Im pretty lucky because most of the major load of homework is done before I get home from work because their Granny helps them, so I have to go over everything and do reading and study for test with them, well tonight I was checkn their folders and Dalton did fine his was good, Austin had signed papers in his, and he had several bad grades which is not my kid as you all know I have bragged bout my kids more than I can count, well I got to looking at his papers and I was like I know he knows this? So I asked him some of the questions that he missed and he got everything right, so I pretty much figured that he is in a hurry to finish and not payin attention, so of course I took everything away, and made him redo every bit of his homework everything he missed and study other stuff, maybe he will pay attention I told Tony no nothing Im not playin the game of, It doesnt matter if I mess up one time. Kayla well she did perfect in all of her grades but for some reason my child cannot keep her mouth shut this yr, she has a bad problem with interupting the teacher and talking out and to others, so she got everything taken away to I was gonna spank her since this isnt her 1st offense but her Dad said he was gonna get her so I took away all the stuff she likes mainly the TV so Ill see where that will go.
Well I really dont have much to say, I have to go finish laundry, and find some other stuff I know that needs to be done yet I havent its all part of the race of my crazy life...........
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had this to say:
Just me. I like coming here
- 11/02/2006 9:30 PM
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Mommy had this to say:
Thanks Tiff! Im thinkn bout keeping it up, maybe if I post some more and get back into it ill be fine!
- 11/04/2006 11:24 AM
