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Saturday, November 25, 2006

Its a time for Thanks!

WOW it has been the most hectic flying by fast MONTH!! Can you believe that its almost CHRISTMAS! Where has this year gone?? I have noticed the older I get the faster it goes, I was sitting the other day just thinkin bout the future and how it will be here before I know it. I always hope that my children will stay close and we will see each other alot, I hate the thought of growing old and have no one around.Anyways.....
SO... have I told yall that my ex-husband has gotten himself a girlfriend? Well I didnt find out about her until I found out she was living with him, which I wasnt crazy about. But to give my exhusband the benifit of the doubt I kept my mouth shut because I know he wouldnt let anyone around my children if he didnt think it was safe. Well Austin came home a few weeks back and him and his Daddy was standing at the door and I could tell something was wrong with him and I asked Tony what was up with him? and he said that he wasnt feeling good, well I know my son and he has a tendancy to say that when he is upset or in trouble. So after his dad left he came and crawled in my lap and buried his face in my shoulder and said "Mommy she's mean to me!" Well Austin also has a tendacy to lie or stretch the truth a little bit, so I talked to him and got out of him that maybe she was just playin with him and he took it the wrong way but I wasnt really sure. So I waited and talked to the twins to see their views on her, and they like her ALOT. So the next morning we are riding to school and Im thinkn bout it talking to Austin and I told him that maybe its because she doesnt know how to be around kids since she doesnt have any, (giving the benefit of the doubt again) and Dalton bust out with "Oh she knows how to Mom she's got 3 kids but they live with their Dad and she doesnt see them" Ok instantly you should know that I do NOT respect ANY woman that doesnt have her kids, Im sorry call me a Bitch but NO, so the motherly instincts kick in ok why doesnt she have her own children is she a pyshco????? GREAT now Ive got to ruin my morning and call their Dad and chew his ass!!! As you all know by now Im not a nice person when it comes to my babies, I am very protective, then Kayla tells me that she is stayn with them until she can get back on her feet, so now im like well WONDERFUL not only is she a sorry Mom she's a moocher!!Well I drop the kids off and call Tony, and you can imagine how that went, I as nicely as I could told him what he did in his house was his buisness but when it comes to my children he will open a pandora's box. I told him that I dont think to highly of any woman that doesnt have her OWN children and how in the world am I suppose to trust her around mine! So he agreed with me and said he was gonna talk to Austin and find out what happend but I havent got an update yet but we will see.
Work hasnt changed much its still as hectic as it always is, I went to the head honcho and talked to him bout my employee and told him that he has got to do something because im not getting through to her, so she only has one chance to straighten her butt up and she's gone which suck because I would love to have a new one in and trained by Jan so I could go on vacation but I see it now, she's gonna screw up in a month like she always does then Im gonna have to fire her or he will either way then im gonna have to hire someone and then train them and then thats gonna take awhile so my vacation will be moved until God knows when because not only do I have to get that person trained in their job they have to learn mine as well, which is alot. SO that means I get to take probaly a Thursday & Friday off with a weekend and that will be my vacation WOOOOOHOOO!!
Lets see got the rants out of the way I think oh wait I forgot! My weight! yea that sucker is still sittn at HUGE, so as of Monday Ill be at the gym everday on my lunch break releasin all my aggravation on the treadmill! Then ill be back on my liquied diet like I said I was gonna get back on a month ago but didnt and now Im seeing the results I looked at some pics this morning that Dalton took of me last night and it was HORRIBLE!! So im using that as motivation! AND to make things worse I noticed that I had a BLACK HAIR On my chin! WTF! I read on the internet that it can come from being over weight, I have always had a wild hair every now and then but not its like coming around ALL the time I swear I pluck and 2 mins later another grows back! So now Im really on a mission! Bad enough to be fat now I gotta deal with a 5 o'clock shadow too! O well no thank you!
But you know what? Out of all that out of everything I have had to endure these past few weeks I still sit down with these guys and see how much they love me no matter how big and hairy I am or how loud I get when I get pissed off, I can still sit and watch Harry Potter all of us curled on the floor and love every minute and go to sleep with a smile on my face...

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3 Comments:

Heather Noel had this to say:: She better not be being mean to them!! Does she not know who she is messing with?; 11/26/2006 12:38 PM
Anonymous had this to say:: Thought I would leave a comment, I promise to include you the next time I'm being a smart ass about who reads. LOL. Thanks for still coming by and reading and taking the time to comment, it really does mean a lot.; 12/05/2006 8:58 PM
Heather Noel had this to say:: Isnt it about time you did some updating? I mean it has been a month!! LOL.; 12/20/2006 11:57 PM